Hi, Ben,
How are you doing today?
I think you must be very lonely, for nobody will come to see you. Well, I feel honored to be the only person to talk to you. Again.
Well, PhD life is filled with difficulties, indeed. For a thousand times, I thought to quite this stressful life, but as you can guess, actually I did not do it.
For a long time, I know myself well and know exactly why I am here and what I want. But things are not always going as what you have scheduled, but sometimes life will go randomly. I mean some unexpected will happen to you, which you would never thought before.
Anyway, that is what I wanna tell you today.
You know I mentioned to you yesterday that the class schedule is stupid in my department. In the fall semester, I have to take at least four courses. Well, this should be the last straw that breaks the camel's back. Finally, I thought myself could not stand all this unclear pressure.
Fortunately, I had a talk with my advisor. He is so nice, so nice, so nice!!!!!!! I feel glad that my choice is correct. I choose him and become his student and he is so nice to me. I believe he understands quite well about my situations and my feelings which I can not understand well myself. That's the thing, for years I have tried my best to know about myself, what my advantages and disadvantages, what I want and expect, and what is the truth lying in the life. I chose to be a PhD and I am a would-be PhD.
Anyway, I will get a new start tomorrow. And keep fighting!
So, that's all, Ben.
Good night~
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